Lesson 28 Exercise:
1. My desire to be content & calm allows me start my day out by finding a quiet, private location to read porn stories from my phone in my car
2. I usually have three private locations which I feel comfortable with that gave me peace of mind
3. Once settled into my comfort zone, my arousal is quickening, and I search for the most stimulating story.
4. To relieve my tension and feel at peace, masturbation begins
5. If the story is really stimulating, I continue to read, sometimes for hours on end
6. So as not to orgasm too soon, I occasionally stop or slow down my masturbation
7. Once I reached the end of the story orgasm occurs
8. The next morning the same feeling of arousal consumes me, and the ritual begins again
9. The same exact process occurs the next day and the next but with a different story and maybe a different location
10. This compulsive chain continues for months on end, week after week and day after day
• One way to increase overall stimulation, would be to flirt with women that sometimes visit the location for a hike. I could follow them far enough behind to keep them in site. Maybe they are wearing yoga pants that shows their body shape. Even if I chicken out in approaching them, just watching them hike in those tight yoga pants would be enough stimuli to raise my overall stimulation level
• Another way would be to insert porn pics or videos as I read my sex stories
I've missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed.
I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.