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 Post subject: Lesson 1
PostPosted: Fri Oct 26, 2018 2:41 pm 

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I fell in love with my husband the moment I laid eyes on him. I was 15. He was 22. By the time I was 17 I wore him down enough to date me and we've been together ever since. We have 5 children and have had one miscarriage in the 15 years we have been together.

For the last 6 months I have had a bad feeling in my gut. My spirit was unsettled. I asked every day for months if he was cheating in any way and was reassured he wouldn't do that, I was hormonal, he was far too busy, and on and on. After the feeling just wouldn't pass I checked his phone log and found the evidence of a sexually charged phone relationship, nothing physocal. Even presented with the evidence he lied straight to me. I'm sure he still is. I packed his stuff that day and kicked him out. It devastated the kids, so after 2 days I let him come back. I'm still so angry. It just randomly flares up. I confronted the other person and that made it even worse. I'm not sure I'm willing to stay committed to him, especially when he has made me doubt myself so much. I have felt crazy. Absolutely crazy. But all the time my spirit was right. I'm just lost right now.

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